Wednesday, 13 March 2013

Moving

 Big changes for me.  All I can say is thank science for modern technology so I can keep in touch with my friends and family overseas!

I'm trying something else new:

I moved back to Southern California on 28th February. Been gone since 1998 - living in Ireland, working hard and raising my children. Poker has always been my 'me' time. I'm very different from the rest of my family: My sister works hard, plans and trains, and goes off and climbs Mt. Kilamanjaro. I work hard, study and put in online hours and save up to go to London and play in the GPS tournaments.

So, I moved back to the U.S. following a divorce and needing a job change (economy is really suffering in Ireland). I land here a week and a half ago and immediately start looking for work, from temping to applying for a chip runner job. Have to get some income started as savings definitely won't last forever. But my family, from my two teenagers to my angelic step-mother, all think I should give it a go making poker my job. None of them are poker players. I'm awestruck by my family's support and a little scared but I'm going to give it a go. I will still try to find a part-time job as I don't have a right sized bankroll yet, but for the moment, live poker is my work (and joy ) and I'm hoping making this thread will make my poker work even better, as reading other people's threads definitely does.

When I was here in SoCal for a couple of months before (about 6 weeks at the end of 2012) I played live at the local casinos - San Manuel and Morongo. I logged every session into the Poker Income app.

My current report is:

Profit/Loss: + $5,725.00
$/hour: + $39.76
$/Session: +$301.32
Hours: 144

Typical game I play is NLHE 2/5 or 1/3 - BI $300

My worst session to date is -4 BIs (-$1600) and my best is +7.5 BIs (+$2250)

(I would make the positives green and the negs red but I can't figure out the colors at this point )

I've played 22 hours over my last 3 sessions. (I wish the report included average hours/session)

I'm off to San Manuel again in a few minutes - it's only a 10minute drive for me - but from reading other threads I'm sure I'm going to have to make the Bike and the Commerce as soon as I can.  First the Bike, I think, so I can wave to Knifeboy!
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Friday, 23 November 2012

Happy Accident

Tuesday was my last day to play for a bit.  Thanksgiving on Thursday and a lot of family coming to stay meant it was time to head back to San Manuel casino.  I expected to be stuck playing $2/4 limit hold'em again, but hoped that because of the holiday period there'd be more no limit tables going than I'd found last time.

I arrived about half past three, got my $100 in $1 chips and went to the brush.  Of the 40 or so tables going, they actually had a couple of tables of Omaha and 7 card stud and three tables of nlhe!  I put my name down for the $1/2 and went to play some limit hold'em while I waited.

After about 45 minutes of wasted pocket kings and such, I took a break to check in with the brush because I couldn't see my initials on the board anymore.  There'd been a change of staff and something got messed up somewhere so I had to put my name down again.  Fifteen minutes later and I got the call to table 8.

I took my rack of chips (still about $100) to the table and took seat 1, my least favorite.  I was thinking about how I'd move to change to any different seat that opened while I pulled $200 out of my wallet to buy more chips, as I'd seen the max buy-in was $300.  Doubt crept in when I was given 2 stacks of $5 yellows to go with my rack of $1 blues, and then the dealer asked if she could buy some of my blues.  It was then I noticed that all the players had mostly yellows ($5 chips) and a two or three had a lot more than $300.  In fact, the polite young man to my left had well over $1000 in yellows.  Huh.  It took a few beats for me to realize I was at the $2/5 table.  The blinds hadn't come around to me yet, so I definitely had time to stand up and find the right stakes for my $300, but I had noticed a couple of other things:  first- 7 out of the 9 players at the table were mid-twenty-something males (one seat was empty of a player but had about $500 in chips and a 'missed blind' disc in front of it).

In my admittedly brief experience playing live, both cash and tournaments, I've noticed that something in the dynamic between middle-aged female me and twenty-something male players gives me an edge against at least 80% of them.  Whether it's because they immediately box me as a M.I.L.F. (Mother I'd Like to Felt) or H.O.T. (Housewife On Tilt) I'm not sure, but there's something at work where they don't believe me when I have it and do believe me when I'm bluffing.  So with a number of prime candidates at this table I decide to give it a go and see how the dynamics played out.

The next notable event was when a young reg-type wandered by and said hello to a couple of the players and asked about the seat with chips but no player.  The guys in seats 7 and 9 lit up:

"It's BeRad!"

"Brad?  The Brad?"

"The one and only!" followed by big grins.  Hmmm. 

The dealer change came up soon after and the sitting dealer told the new one: "Seat 5's been missing for ages.  It's time he's out."  Several of the guys erupted with protests: "No way!  Hold his seat!" and the like.  The new dealer sat down and said, "If the players want him here, we don't interfere.  Not our job."  Everybody settled down.  I looked forward to seeing what The Brad was like.

I played only a few pots in the next half hour or so, noticed that the B.S.(Boy Shark) in Seat 9 liked to pop a raise pre-flop every hand and tested him a bit to see, yep, he only really got stubborn with me.  Meanwhile, The Brad arrives back at the table, whisky grin on his 60ish face saying "Did you miss me, boys?"  And proceeds to try to buy Johnny Walker Black for the table "and whatever the lady wants.", wink.

Over the next few hours he proceeded to talk 'drunk', lose big pots, re-load, re-buy drinks, win bigger pots and generally have a good time while being greeted like family by the floor people.  From what I saw, only the guy in Seat 2 was really seeing the profits from The Brad situation.  He was early to mid-twenties, very quiet, very polite and a very strong, smart player (and so didn't qualify as a B.S.).   I eventually left the table with $1230 about four hours after sitting down while Seat 2's stack had grown to near $3000.  And we never once got in each other's way.

My visiting family's all hitting the road again at the weekend and I'm looking forward to returning to San Manuel.  I am aware, by the way, that the more astute B.S.s will adjust, so I've decided to make sure I take my $300 to the $1/2 table, at least to start.


Monday, 19 November 2012

Capture the flag


I  played the Fox Poker Room Main Event at the beginning of September.  I got there as the winner of The Hendon Mob Forum syndicate.*   The 2-day event was very well run as usual for Genting and a great structure.  I took 5th place for £1905.  My percentage in the sydicate meant I took home £905.  I happily tipped the dealers out of my portion knowing it was well deserved not least because, judging by their astonished though patient reactions, dealers at the Fox aren't used to players fighting back tears after being informed they put out an incorrect amount for a raise. (I'm working on that.)

The day after (Monday) I played a smaller Fox tournament and got 5th there as well.  When I registered for this, the poker room manager Nick V. warned me this one wasn't an event that would get me another Hendon Mob database entry - he knows I've developed a mild case of flag fetish.

Since then I've been on an extended trip to the U.S. where we all know there isn't much on-line poker to play.  I've even missed the re-launch of Full Tilt!  But I'm assured my $1.53 will be held securely until I can log in again.  So, since I'm here until the beginning of January I've been playing in brick n mortars when I can.

I played one night in Hollywood Park Casino.  All the poker room staff were friendly and welcoming and the security guards never once drew their guns (it's an interesting place, Inglewood).  I went for the nightly 6:30pm tournament - not the best structure and it started over an hour late but I was gasping to play and we eventually got about 40 players.  Made the final table but not the money (pretty top heavy pay-outs) though they did give us all a $5 meal voucher just for entering and they make a pretty good reuben.

There were about 20 cash tables running on this Wednesday night.  They actually had a mixed game table ($2/4)- I was thrilled to get the chance to play mixed live for the first time so I put my name down and watched the table for a while.  The dealer was excellent, the players were a very mixed bag of age, race and gender but all were intensely focused and the table had several avid observers.  Every passing minute left me feeling more intimidated to be honest.  After about 15 minutes I asked a floorman how long he thought the wait for the mixed games would be.  He told me they were all regs and there for the duration but maybe the player who was a school teacher would leave by midnight or so.  (This had me running through the list of my childhood teachers and re-evaluating.)  A combination of disappointment and relief hit me at the news of the long wait since it was only about 10pm.  So I put my name down for $1/$2 nlhe and got a seat within a minute or two.

I sat for the next four hours in sincere gratitude to the pokerverse for my regular visits to The Hendon Mob Forum.  Playing with that lot in the league and other forum interactions have honed my game to mediocre in the Mob world, but made me something of a Hollywood Park shark.   (By the way, mediocre is a big leg-up from where I was when I first started ghosting that forum.  I thought I [i]knew[/i] poker back then.  Now I know I don't know, you know?)  About an hour in, a floorman came over to tell me a seat was available at the mixed table.  I declined.  I left at 2am when the tables were all breaking up - I ended up leaving with about $350.

I'm now in a different part of southern California and the local (10 mins drive) is the San Manuel Indian Casino.  The poker room is newly renovated, quite large, non-smoking and sound-proofed from the gazillions of slot machines.  Most of the staff are very friendly and the dealers are sound.  Table service for food and drinks is pretty good too.  All in all a very comfortable place to play.  But.  They offer no tournaments.  Worse, it turns out they also offer almost no nlhe.  It's a limit hold'em mecca here.  I arrived at about 6pm on a Thursday and while there were maybe 30 or so tables going out of what looked like 50 or 60 available - only ONE of those was nlhe.  The min buy-in for $2/2 was $20.  I sat down with $100 and rode the rollercoaster a few times to finally leave at 5:30am with $120. (Got comped a couple of meals so at least that $20 win was pure profit.)  When I left the poker room at dawn there were still three full tables going and more people were starting to dribble in. 

The players were a very entertaining bunch.  One guy told me not to set my handbag on the floor.  He said he was just looking out for me because in his community (Mexican) the women see it as bad luck financially to ever put their bags on the floor. (I kept it on the bottom shelf of my drinks table after that.)  Most seemed more intent on what the flashing light at the brush was doing than on the game.  The rake is $3 at $2/2 plus one for the jackpot - which excites the players more when that police-type light flashes blue than other colors.  I never did get a clear idea of the jackpot requirements, but there were 8 other players at the table being lookouts so I figured it was covered.  Over many hours of playing I finally learned not to chase too much post flop, and to semi-bluff only very strategically.  Mostly.  Also that most of the other players will chase but won't bluff much. Mostly. 

Limit hold'em has always been one of my weakest of mixed games so I'm looking at this as (another) opportunity to improve.  I'll leave driving an hour or so to the next nearest casino- Morongo - until after the Thanksgiving holiday here.  I also might make the drive into L.A. and have a go at the Bicycle Casino or the Commerce.  Or both.



*This was an amazing value syndicated satellite: The syndicate played a single table on-line tournament where 10 players paid £22 each, 1st place won the seat and 47.5 % of any main event prize money winnings, with the other nine syndicate players getting a percentage of possible winnings as well.  The Mob and Genting very generously paid the other half of the £400+£35 Fox main event buy-in.

Thursday, 23 August 2012

Gack. TILT

So you've had some life issues.  Some serious real life family-type issues going on recently, and your head hasn't been in the game. 

Ok, here I am saying 'you' when I really mean me.  My head hasn't been correct for poker for several weeks.  That doesn't mean I haven't played a bit, but it does mean I haven't played seriously - or with any real focus.  Life tilt, really.  Best to not play anything I should take seriously.

But once in a while I feel like, 'I could focus right now.  I could play my A game.'

Last time I felt that way I played great and got close to a good score on Genting - busted 4th, top 2 players paid a £430 GPS buy in.

Tonight I was feeling right as well.  Decided to play Speed Poker because I've noticed from previous 'dip-ins' that a lot of the play suits my game.  I won't call it 'soft', because I think that term is far too nebulous and arrogant/insulting (depending which perspective you have).  But the brilliant Speed Poker challenge being run right now means there are a lot of players working with a specific agenda, and that suits my strategy.

There have been a lot of software updates on Genting/iPoker in the last week or so, though, and they don't they don't seem to be sitting right- in my laptop at least.  I've reported a few problems about freezing and total shutdowns of the site software.  I continued to play, though, because the opportunities seemed to outweigh the difficulties.

Until this:






Frozen out of a dream set-up.  Forced to fold and sit-out.  (There is no time-bank on iPoker Speed like there is on PokerStars 'Zoom'.)

Probably it hits me harder because I play so rarely right now.  But I think any poker player seeing this hand can feel the pain of the sit-out & fold forced here.

I sent this screenshot to the site-meisters, and proclaimed I can't play Speed Poker until the issues are sorted.  It's not a threat.  For one reason, because I'm not in any way a rake monster that they would court or worry about losing, so there is no threat to Genting/iPoker at all. 

But really, it's about my sanity - life tilt is hard enough.  Life management as well as bankroll management is shouting at me: 'BAD risk!!!'.  So, I've logged onto Stars to play a bit of 8-mix.  For now.  The old saying, 'A change is as good as a rest.' has always worked for me.

Sidenote:  'Rush' poker always tries to force its way in when I'm speaking/writing about any 'quickly-changing-table' type play.  And on Rush there were tournaments!  I'm smiling now - trying to remember the FullTilt(sponsored by PokerStars) re-start date... 

Monday, 9 July 2012

Sunday, 1 July 2012

Fired Up has its backfire

Well done Captain Gee for winning!  Gracious behaviour in triumph is a mighty virtue and the Cap'n has it in spades.  At his request, the £10 I owe him is going to charity, the Dingle Coast Guard and Rescue team, as opposed to his local.  Doubly well done mate.

So here's some of what happened:

Min cashing is a slippery slope for me.  On seeing my stats climb so well by the min cashes I'd made, I began to focus on that, rather than on the play that got me there.  Playerscope was down for several days, possibly due to my personal stat-checking traffic alone overwhelming the site.  It was all downhill from there stats and graphs wise. 

I also had some life issues that were more important for the last couple of weeks and weren't conducive to good play.  But, as always, the recreational side of poker is balm for what ails me.  8 game mix being the best medicine at those times.  10 game mix is even better (aaah the healing powers of badugi) but we all know that's not around anymore.  Yet.

So. Stats tilt.  A new one for me.  It amazes me how many wrong turns and rocky side roads I can find.  Did I say before that my kids' favorite refrain is that I can get lost in a roundabout?  In actual fact, sometimes it just takes me a couple of extra orbits to read the signs correctly.  And that's what happened here.  Of course stats are an important tool in analyzing my game.  ...  Excuse me one moment....  Ok.  Just had to do a spellcheck there.  Yep, 'anal' is part of analysis.  See, if I'd spotted that before hand I'd have been in a lot less difficulty!  I know that I, personally, cannot improve my game by being anal about my stats.  It doesn't teach me enough.

Some key issues have been revealed to me in all my floundering around as a stats fish this month:

If the buy-in is too low, I don't take it seriously enough.  Too high and I sweat it too much even though it's within my bankroll.

My tournament selection is foggy.  More than just the buy-in, I need to take my time reviewing the structures.  I played one tournament, the PokerStars $11 R/B $10k guarantee 'Action Hour'.  I didn't know that after the rebuy period ended the blinds reverted back to beginning levels.  Pretty damn important info strategy wise.

My middle stage tournament game is rotten.  On thinking back to the run-deeps I've had, I just magically got from making the money to sitting at the final table.  In my mind, that is.  Obviously winning those flips and run-good are slices from that nine-piece pie - but the fact that I haven't had awareness of my middle stage play is just wrong.  So I've been more intent now minding my play and I've noticed I don't know how to play a good sized to big stack in the middle late stages at all.  I'm over active/over confident/and something else as well.  I think.  This is the real spot for some more analysis.

Best news for me is I'm very excited to be starting 'Home School Poker' with a group of players I respect.  It will be good to work on the game in a very focused way with like-minded mates.  Much better chance of improving my game than my former group of Sharkscope, Playerscope and me.

Tuesday, 5 June 2012

Hooray for Holidays!

CaptainGee is on holiday...hehehe.... so this week I've had a clear run at it.  I played mostly on the weekend as at the moment I have Saturday and Sunday off.  For many years I've worked six days a week, so having that extra night's play without the distraction of 'geez I hope this doesn't go late, I have to be up so early!' left me very relaxed and eager to play.

Friday night, though, was a non-poker night.  The local band I've been on about, Walking On Cars, had their first gig in town since winning their slot on the RedBull festival tour.  I'll just say it was MIGHTY.  I didn't miss poker for even one second while singing along to every song and being jostled by biological teenagers (I am often a transcendental teenager when listening to music that gets me).

On rousing myself Saturday morning(ish), I only had to down a couple of cups of coffee before digging in to my first MTT.  But even better than the caffeine, I could feel this challenge as an uberboost to my game.  I felt really focused - no spazzing about losing chips with 'I think I hope I want him to have nothing here!' sorts of behavior I can get into.  Results started showing in my second MTT.  I continued feeling sharp on Sunday. 

I'm really trying to isolate and identify my senses in this - because playing 'ON' like this feels very different to times when I'm at my lesser game.  I have different responses to similar situations, one is correct and one is... stupid.  Of course that is not neccessarily reflected in the results.  It's just what I know about how I'm making decisions. 

I feel a burn when a bad decision has turned out in my favor.  Don't get me wrong, I'm not giving the chips back.*  I just feel a hell of a lot stronger as a poker player when I make the right decision, regardless of the outcome.  One of my goals, in fact, is to play well 90% of the time, so in that 10% where I might get lucky even though I played badly I can laugh at myself: "lucky donk!" and play on with strength. 

*Right now, when I realize I've played badly and gotten lucky it often actually tilts me and I can start flinging chips every which way while internally shouting 'SO THERE!'.  Hmmm.  I've just realized this mode as I've written it here.  Aaaah, the implied odds of a blog have me smiling.  (Red asterisks added in editing haha.)

Anyway, I didn't bink anything this week.  In fact I didn't even final table anything.  But I played well and I was happy with that.

I got a lot happier today when I looked at the playerscope.com stats.  They're not up to speed with sharkscope - I think they may only update once a day maybe?  But I checked them this evening, exactly one week since the challenge began, after getting a nudge by an  (annoyed) interested party.  (Hiya Gee!  Enjoy your hols!)

Dear Occupant:

BuyIn - 2012

Average Rank Rating Level
$7.41
99.74%
     464 of 184,151      Between $5.01 and $10.00

Captain Gee:

BuyIn - 2012

Average Rank Rating Level
$8.90
99.73%
     479 of 184,151         Between $5.01 and $10.00